It sucks when you actually want to do well in something but you find you're not inclined towards it
It sucks when you realise what you've been holding on to for years and years, what you've always considered an indisputable strength isn't all that.
It sucks when you realise you suck.
It sucks even more having to accept it.
And the worst?
It sucks realising that everyone else could see it way before you.

Reality's a bitch.

Grades aren't everything. Guess I see that now.

Gotta start planning everything from square 1 again.
Everything.