Thoughts swimming in my mind

Don't remember the last time I finished a test feeling confident.

I need to stop fearing failure, I need to stop running away.

When am I going to stop forgetting that God's in control, and start trusting that He won't bring me where His grace won't save me?


I can't afford to screw up any further. This is the big one.


Idk if I should go. Idk if I'm being selfish or smart, or if I'm just being paranoid and over defensive because being hurt time and time again just sucks.


So yeah, there's some form of tornado making its way through my mind as I type.

I'm confused.