gosh.
being in dunmanhigh is making me everything i never wanted to be.
a self conscious,
comparing bitch.
whos a failure in life.
and in maths.
gosh.,
23/30
i just missed the damn a+ mark
and a certain asshole just had to rub it into my damn face.
so yeah,
im the suckiest girl in class.
suck it up,
get a fricking life.
so i ruined the class average,
sorry,.
i have no intention to 'work harder' cos of you.
the only reason why im doing that is to make it so that you cant look down on me.
so you have tons of friends.
so you have excellent a+ grades.
LIKE I GIVE A DAMN.
SO IM A FAILURE
SO I DONT DESERVE TO BE IN THE GIFTED CLASS
COS IM LAZY,
UNGIFTED,
UN FOCUSED.
WELL,
THEY PUT ME IN IT,
I CANT GET MYSELF OUT,
NEITHER CAN YOU.
shit you

okay whatever
im pissed
like you couldnt tell.
im such a loser.
i actually cried because of HER.
cos i missed the A+ mark.
gosh,
in any other paper i would be happy to get an a
but for some reason im comparing myself to the rest of my class
which is a v stupid thing to do.
sorry world,
im a failure in life.
i should just die.