Changed.

Whoo, camp was awesome :D

Dont feel like elaborating lei, hah tuu bad.

Wasnt that close to my groupmates this time compared to last year,

but yeah it was great fun (:

Dead tired now, slept at 3am lol!

My roomies were mad cool ~
I think God really changed me @ this years camp, whooo.
Spent most of my time with Grace,
workshops with anning,
cell with shanice and jebera.
Cell supper was really cool, laughed my head off every single day.
The workshops were really exactly what i needed.
So in all, great camp,
despite the fact that im sick now :(
38.5 just now, dropped to 37.
AAH.
but its okay, so so worth it.
And for some reason everyone's reflecting on 2009,
though it ends in 2 days still.
but okay, i'll do that too.

-

Hm, why is everyone going on and on and on about how terrible 2009 was?
Personally, i think it was pretty great ._.
Like suuuuuure, there were times when i was so damn depressed,
just wanted to give up (circle term 2 on calendar)
But other than that, i think ive really grown this year.
Learnt many lessons,
made new friends,
tenthousandandone emotions.
But no, it wasnt a bad year.
You want one?
Hi 2008, year of lonerism.
But okay i shall compile a list of (Y) things in 2009 :)

1) Got into guides.

Okay, i was really depressed about this at first. But i guess this was one of those blessing in disguise things. But guides has really strengthened me, both emotionally and physically. Like, what would my life be without my dearestest patrolmates? (L) So, to wenlin tessa zeph charlene tsepuay, thanks a zillion for making my year. Here's to being awesome seniors!

2) 1L

Okayyyyyy, so im not that close to 1L now. But really, i wouldnt want to be in any other class. Being in 1L makes me study harder. So its realleeeee stressful, but in a way its really awesome! In '08, i would have totally scorned @ you guys, no offence, but yep ive learned not to judge. Thank you to my lovely classmates, amanda maranda lin chinyee beatriz nic and whoever i missed out. Loves!

3) God/Megalife

Yep, megalife is awesome. So im close to like so few people there, but its like a petrol station for me, every service gives me the energy to press thru the week. And camp, yes camp was really great, it rekindled the fire for God for me. And God, God is what keeps me going. I cant imagine my life without God, it would be screwed up beyond repair. Thank God he placed me in a Christian home, im gonna go all out and spread His love.

4) Family

My family. Hm. To put it simply, we faced things i always expected, but never had the strength to face. But well we survived, stronger than ever now. Loveee!

Aiyaaaah,
lazy to think already.
Actl i started on this post like 3 days ago -.-
And im finishing only now.
(Y) right !
And its NYE hiiiiii.
and, my yuedubaogao hasnt been touched,
and 50 chengyus are sitting somewhere ready to kill me.
DIES.
Okay i will go learn those darned things known as chengyus ._.
BAI.