went epps tdy
i felt so out of place.
i kept thinking abt it on the way home
&i realised why.
in school (dhs) im wayyyy more social,
not that loser girl with 3 friends like i was in epps
so ehtn i went back,
i was still in dhs character
but then i realised that i didnt have anything to say to them
in school,
i actually have a vocal chord,
and it WORKS.
at epps,
i have nothing to say.
i seriously hate that place,
im thinking of never going back again.
its changed so much
like the canteen.
omg its hedious now
thank you God that ive graduated,
and dont ever have to go there again.
and omg
i suck
during pe
i did like 22 sit ups
and 4 chin ups
whats wrong with meee
omg im so useless
i hate myself.
i shall train starting today
when i have the time
which is every unlikely
im gonna hv to chiong tution hw,
cos i havent even TOUCHED it.
then sch work,
thn church
blehh
sometimes i wonder why God didnt make 30 hours in a day,
that would give me
1. more time to sleep. 5 hrsjust isnt enough.
2. more time to work. im seriously struggling with hw
whatever mann
i chose to go to dhs.
& im not regretting it.
realllllly.
cos right,
if i didnt go dhs ild go to CGS
which is like farrrrrr
so that would give me like 4hrs of sleep.
):
So,
im still happy tt i got into dhs:)