Away

Im so annoyed with myself.
Whats wrong with me?
I cant get anything right anymore.
When was the last time i did something i was proud of, something that made me beam instead of feeling ashamed.
When was the last time i gave my best for real, instead of settling for second best.
When was the last time i felt accomplishment?
i dont know.
Dammit, im not gonna screw up term 3.
Theres still time for me to turn back.
Right?

On a side note,
i would kill to be on board a plane right now.
Flying away.
Doesnt matter where to.
Just away.




On second thoughts, since im doing the whole unrealistic dream thing,
I'd love to explore europe.