Trails.

Theres always that person who people go "aaaaah i wish i could be him/her, so chio/clever/perfect/rich/whatever".
Hmmmmmmmmmm wonder what its like to be one of those people.
But wouldnt being clever/perfect equate to alotalot of expectations from the world/yourself.
But not having expectations of yourself isnt good either.
Like setting a too low standard for yourself.
WHY DO I FIND MYSELF SINKING INTO THAT.
:(
In pri 1 i always had supersuper high expectations of myself.
Like i would cry if i didnt finish my homework by 9.
And yesssssss, i was in afternoon session.
Sheeeeeesh i wish i could be like that again.
I aced everything.
Hah i sound like im bragging dont i.
And i sound like an emobitch who is depressed and hates herself.
IM NOT OKAY.
Im happy with the way God created me.
The end :)
But it doesnt hurt to try to get that p1 spirit back.
Which is why im going to learn tingxie nao.
Thanks chinyees blog for reminding me ((: