Friday, October 30, 2009

"我头你" -Zephania(:

Y'know sth?
I forgot what it feels like to be stepped on and be used by a close friend.
Thanks for the reminder.
nice to know that after everything,
all thats left behind is fake smiles.
i guess i found a way to look beyond the flaws on your surface,
then look deeper in to the nice part.
But apparently ive discovered yet another layer.
Forget it, i have better things to do than to sit here,
be insulted and used.
But whatever, i hope you ace it.

And to you,
im really sick of having to deal with your shit.
extra this extra that.
suck up suck up.
what am i,
a doormat?
Im stronger than you think.
Better than you, possibly.
I just dont resort to fake, bitchy methods to prove it.
i forgave you once,
chose to look beyond your flaws.
i guess times up, i cant do that anymore.
so yeah, next years motivation is to own you flat.
just watch.

So yeah, everything hurts.
Congrats.
and no, i wont tell you who its about.
nor will i apologise.
Too damn bad,
never told you to read it.
yet, i hope you'll see this.

Anyway,
Forget them, deborah.
coz you have an awesome group of patrolmates:D

Yes you 石头 people are touched arent you(:

wenlin.zeph.tessa.tsepuay.charlene.
Awesomez :D
Thank God for them,
theyre the ones who make me laugh till my stomach hurts ;D
going to school with em is awesome
going back too :D
jihe, encouraging each other, cheering.
Gosh, i cant imagine my life without guides.
Zephania, i love gaying/egoing with you.
Tessa, i love suanning/sarcastic-ing with you.
Wenlin, i love suanning/sacarstic-ing AT you. Teehee, kidding lah. I love your cuteness :D
Tsepuay, i love your seriousness and pro-ity. Reminds me to stop slacking (:
Charlene, i love your evilness/quietness/artisticness.

Gosh,
i love love love them lah.
Today on the bus was uber funneeee!
we were chinesing.
And you can imagine how that turned out for me(:
Bahahahaa.
okay.
bye.
im going to mug guides notes.
just like zeph.
if only my eyes werent about to die on me.
bah. Physical torture?
D:
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