shit.
sometimes i really hate myself for being such an ass.
tdy was mostly gd,
but the bad parts really sucked.
bloody hell,
i didnt get into band,
or girlguides.
or anything on that bloody app form
so,
i have to re apply.
choices?
(for girls)
chinese ochestra
chinese society
npcc
&hello,
must put 1 ug and performing arts
so no choice la
put CO and npcc
shit la
so annoyed.
dammit.

Dear God,
i'm like really annoyed right now,
but please help me accept the fact that you made me untalentless
from what ive seen in my life so far,
but you still have a plan for my life,
somehow.
But please God.
no npcc
please let me get into chinese ochestra.
&i pray realllllly hard that i will enjoy it,
even though it seems impossible.