omg,
i feel like crying.
shanice just blamed me for not talking to her during camp.
i tried my best to balance her and my group,
she treats me this way.
i talked to her a lot,
breakfast,lunch,dinner,supper, and whenever i see her.
but she thinks im cold to her.
maybe shes not refering to camp alone,
maybe shes refering to school.
perhaps its because i talk to nat more often now.
i mean,
i have i life.
i cant be with her FOREVER.
its not like shes always with me,
she goes with huangxiao and reyna too.
i have my friends,
she has hers.
i treat her as one of my friends,
but im not sure if she ever treated me as one before.
not after the mean things she blogged abt me.
i told her the truth,
my previous post was abt my neighbour.
she(my neighbour) was copying me all the time,
i got pissed.
since that post i causing so much trouble,
ill delete it.
im sorry if you think i was ignoring you.
im sorry if you think i was blaming you.
im sorry if you think i hate you.
cos i dont.
i really wanna patch up.
im willing to apologise.
im willing to forgive&forget.
but if you want our friendship to end this way,
then i guess i cant do anything to change your thinking.
but please get this clear,
1)i was not refering to you.
2)i had to find someone to talk to in camp, so i found kallista.
3)i talked to you ALOT i camp, i waved to you in dragonboating,
i would have talked to you during treetop walk if i had seen you,
and if i had seen you during sentosa, i would had smiled&said hi.
4)if i had the chance to sleep with you in the tent,i would had done so.

okay,
if this makes you happy,
i was wrong.
i should have put the names of my neighbours.
im sorry,
im sorry,
im sorry.
and i mean it
from the bottom of my heart.
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erm,
p5 camp.
rocked rocked.
my tent mates rock.
except for gina.
peizhen, kallista, sheree, nicole<33.
erm,
stayed with kallista a lot,
(shanice, i had to talk to someone in my group)
we had SO much fun!
camp fire was so fun,
i dunno why i so enthu this camp,
but i liked it.
the table clap so fun!!
fun fun fun!!
sorry,
im a little crazy.
i post tmr,
when i calm down.

im campsick-